Sunday, August 12, 2012
home and into confusion
Vacation is supposed to be a time to relax. Not so with me this time. I received a life changing call the day before I took my vacation... my job is changing. I could have said no. I didn't. I'm taking a leap. I'm going to give it a try but it will change everything. There will be weeks I am not home. This means Tim will be the lead. I know he can do it... but we are supposed to be a team and I feel like I won't be pulling my weight. The only other option is to be unemployed and HOPE that I can get something. I can't do that. So I opted for change. Now my heart is heavy with worry and anxiety. I want to try this ... I know I can be good at it. But I feel selfish.